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Pain is all you'll find.... i hope you enjoy it.

You've cut, torn, dragged, battered, and pulled me under, so please just leave me the fuck alone... I deserve better! And I finally have the clarity to tell you that... so stop calling, stop texting... I don't need you.

You both have become so good of friends to me, thank you so much for everything. I know I constantly say it, but still, thank you. You two are amazing ^_^ !

What can I say,... "Our love is unconditional We knew it from the start I can see it in your eyes
You can feel it from my heart".... "If heaven and hell decide That they both are satisfied Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs If there's no one beside you When your soul embarks Then I'll follow you into the dark"

Sweety, you deceive the best of everything and I hope and pray you get it.

Take care of her, shes my friend and she deceives the very best in life! Don't make me have to find you and kick your butt.

Its my damn life. Let me life it MY way!

I hate you I hope you know that... All you are is poison...

"With arms wide open Under the sunlight Welcome to this place I'll show you everything With arms wide open"

Ah life... it goes on... Doesn't it? It seems like not so long ago you were here... I miss you... I missed you as you slowly left your mind but your body stayed here...

"You try to break me, You wanna break me...bit by bit, That’s just part of it If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care And all the things you left behind I don't care, I don't care I try to make you see my side Always trying to stay in line But your eyes see right through That's all they do I'm getting tired of this shit I've got no room when it's like this What you want of me just deal with it "

"I'll wait for you I promise you, I will I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend Lucky to have been where I have been Lucky to be coming home again I'm lucky we're in love in every way Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed Lucky to be coming home someday"

occ fyi / little notes

Ok dear ones... or should i say ones who read this...*giggles*

I will be rather unforchantly out of comission for a few days...
its rather me traviling... so before i go i just thought id leave a few of you with little tibits of messages saying some little words...



Denny/JLR - I love you, and ill see you in a few days. everything will be ok. so relax and stay a little stress free...

Brit- Have fun ill talk to you when i get back! *hugs*

Joah- Hi *waves* take care and ill see you when i get back and maybe ill be able to rp with you some!!

Ponti- Hi

Ethen- Take care of brit please I know you already do but yeah...

Starlit- Hi wish we could talk more

Everyone else-- Hi sorry i dont get to talk to you much ill try to talk more when i get back!


*hugs* to everyone who i consider family... (and yes joah that enclueds you though i dont get to talk to you alot.)

See you all when i return!
love and hugs,
Raven/Viviane

pictures of family

Viviane sighed as she looked at the picture of her family. there they were. the ones she loved the most. all the way from her youngest to her oldest child, including the man who held one of her hearts. Yes their relationship was confusing, she had or was still marred to him, looking down at her ring then back at the picture. she reached up slowly to trace each persons face,starting with the youngest. Lydia, their youngest, she smiled sweetly at the picture she was growing so fast it was hard to believe how fast she was growing. Then there was Bridgette, Brit, now married and she hoped happy. Hycanthian, Hyc, her eldest child, somewhere along the lines she had become a mother too. Lastly him, Denenthorn... she had came to the conclusion years ago that shed have to have two hearts one just for him and the other for her children and her friends. She loved him yes and would always. She would stand by him no madder what the cost, he is her best friend, and no madder how it seemed she wanted him to be happy... finally moving her hand from the picture she turned to look at the only other beside it. Merna and Ponti, she smiled the two loved each other it was plain to see, she was glad for them. They were her friends and so they also had a place in one of her hearts. She turned from the pictures, he smiled at her warmly, so warmly that she couldn't help but smile back, taking his hand. she silently vowed that they would always have a place in her heart but hopefully so would he...