Home

Home, that is what she called it. though others called it hell. she didn't care, the smells and sights were something that she had missed while she was gone. looking up from her current place she could see some bright smiling faces. hearing her name she looked over at Brits smiling face and couldn't help but smile back. Brit one of the few she had missed terribly while she was away finding, searching for the two books that she had just recently gave to Denenthorn. She had herd rumors that they had surfaced and had left to go find them, not telling any where she was going. She had just vanished... She knew they hated when she did it. But considering what the two books were, her and Leigh had thought it best, not to tell anyone. It had only taken them two months of digging around Alexandria to find the first. Then another two to find the second hidden in the mountains. Then rather unfortunately it had taken her longer to leave and get back. They had encountered a few minor disruptions... sighing she smiled, moving to sit next to Brit and watch her color...
Once Brit left to go to bed, she waited a few moments before leaving to. Walking in to her room she removed her jacket, throwing it on the chair by her writing desk, she walked in to the bathroom. Turning on the light, looking in the mirror she could already see the blood coming through her bandages on her arms. Slowly unwrapping them she toke time to put some more swave on them then re wrapped them, ever so carefully... They were deep, but shed live... Sighing she looked at her face. Though if anyone looked at her they'd say she hadn't aged, but she could see the traces of age on her face, tilting her head sightly she could also see the hint of gray appearing... She finished undressing and turned to start her bath... The smell of lavender and roses filled the room...
Raping up in a soft house coat, she curled up under the covers. Ignorant of the soft glow coming from the sword that still lay wrapped up on her desk...

pictures of family

Viviane sighed as she looked at the picture of her family. there they were. the ones she loved the most. all the way from her youngest to her oldest child, including the man who held one of her hearts. Yes their relationship was confusing, she had or was still marred to him, looking down at her ring then back at the picture. she reached up slowly to trace each persons face,starting with the youngest. Lydia, their youngest, she smiled sweetly at the picture she was growing so fast it was hard to believe how fast she was growing. Then there was Bridgette, Brit, now married and she hoped happy. Hycanthian, Hyc, her eldest child, somewhere along the lines she had become a mother too. Lastly him, Denenthorn... she had came to the conclusion years ago that shed have to have two hearts one just for him and the other for her children and her friends. She loved him yes and would always. She would stand by him no madder what the cost, he is her best friend, and no madder how it seemed she wanted him to be happy... finally moving her hand from the picture she turned to look at the only other beside it. Merna and Ponti, she smiled the two loved each other it was plain to see, she was glad for them. They were her friends and so they also had a place in one of her hearts. She turned from the pictures, he smiled at her warmly, so warmly that she couldn't help but smile back, taking his hand. she silently vowed that they would always have a place in her heart but hopefully so would he...

poem 2 (to the little girl)

May all your hopes, dreams, and wants come true,
May life offer you its fullest,
May you grow wise, and learn form others,
May you always meet life with a smile, even if it is a bad day,
May love be easy and last forever for you,
May you never have to carry more then you can,
May you stay strong in your faith,
May you always remember those who love you,
May you not be sad at there leaving but be happy for they are still with you,
May you remember that doors will always close but they will also open too,
May you know that what is lost is never truly lost till it is forgotten,
May happiness always surround you,
May you remember that you are loved for who you are…