Sunday, October 17, 2010

black roses and a tree

A black and red rosary wrapped in her hands the cross hung over her folded hands, it bounced lightly with each step she took. The thorn-less black roses were clenched tightly in her pale hands. Her sleeves a thin layer of lace that lead all the way up to her chest. Her outfit was not her normal red, no on this day her color was black. She walked slowly over the snow covered ground it crunched beneath her feet with each step she took. Before her a snow covered hill, atop that hill stood a single tree. That at the moment hadn't a single leaf upon it. Her heart broke as she walked towards the tree. She had planted it there many years ago... So long in fact she could hardly remember how long it had been. The tree was her marker for one who she had lost. On this day every year she would wear this very dress carry the roses and walk up the lonely hill just to say that she still remembered. And after a few moments shes lay the roses down at the base of the tree and turn to leave going back to her normal routine just like always... No one knew of what she did. No one besides her knew who was barred there and that was just the way she planed to keep it...

Saturday, October 9, 2010

messages...

seeing as how i havent done this in like forever....


- i hate two faces people... yeah the truth hurts when you find out what others think of you... kinda sucks when you thought they were your friend....

- i miss you guys... you guys helped make life dissapear...

- nothing else matters...

- i miss you sweety... been so long since ive gotten to talk to you... congrats on everything...

- we've became fast friends. i worry about you, but i also love you to bits...

- glad to see you around again...

- i feel different when it comes to you...

- you know that quote '' keep your friends close but keep your enemy's closer...'' well im doing just that...

- its kinda weird but i miss the drama you used to bring to my life... at lest then i knew what side someone was on...

- if i never hear from you again that will be great! but do me a favor and back the fuck off...

- for those of you who dough it... I love my husband... even if he is an ass... and he is wonderful at both his jobs...

well with that... Peace out mother fuckers :P