Things have changed... wither for good or bad, I've yet to compleatly decided. Toxic things have been left behind.
You've controlled my life for to long. I can't let you anymore. So its time to say goodbye... Take your final bow. I'm done with you.
Healing takes time... Its the hardest step and easiest to falter on. But hold fast.
I'm stubborn, foolish, flawed, broken, but those ironically bad pieces make me beautiful... I'm learning that.
I've missed you, so terribly so. I'm so glad we've got to talk again. I can't say just how much I've missed you.
You helped me, I know I'm currently a burden but give me a little longer.
You're sweet, kind, and caring. Don't let anyone take that from you.
You confuse the hell out of me.
Ranting and raving is nice and bouncing ideas off of you is nice.
I didn't leave you. You left me first. You made that call when you said what you did.
Fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me, fool me thrice shame on us both.
You could be king again...
Inspiration, who needs that when we have our own stories...
One day, you'll understand
I've became one of my nicknames, if this is a good thing or a bad thing time will tell. After all I'll rise from the ashes like a phoenix and take flight no matter how many times you cut me down.
It shouldn't have been you. Anyone but you... Why??? Why did you do it??? Anyone else I might could understand, but you... Not you...
New years, new changes, new growth, new paths, new faiths
You where meant to protect me, isn't that what a parent does? Part of me doesn't blame you for leaving and finding happiness. But part of me blames you for leaving me behind to clean up your mess.
Your a good man. Don't forget that.
How long is a night on Darillium?
What's my favorite love story... There are many in books but I prefer the one we're writing...
Dancing is my peace. It's one of the few things I still have a love for.
The mirror no longer shows that girl, instead in her place is a woman whose finding herself.
Now or never
Storms are good, dancing in the rain is cleansing. Let's go dancing in the rain.
Birth by fire, seems fitting...
Fuck you, fuck you for all you did and all you hurt.
Je t'aime toujour sweet dreams mon cher
Sleep no and dream of the ones who came before they are calling....
I see the moon, the moon sees me. The moon sees the one who I want to see. So God bless the moon, and God bless me, and God bless the one who I want to see.
You are my sunshine
Our scares make us beautiful, they show we survived
Music is life
We are not our pasts we are what we make of ourselfs and what we show the world. The past does not define you, it was there to teach you a lesson. The question is, wither you chose to learn from the lesson or are you doomed to repeat history. For those who refuse to learn are doomed to do so. And the only you can break that cycle. Only you can chose to make it stop. Not anyone else, just you. Your past is just that, your past. Time to step out of the shadow and become who you were meant to become. Not what you think you should be because of that past.
Among the chaos of her life. ~ past, present and thoughts ~ The personal journal of one Viviane Masukami
Monday, April 15, 2019
Tuesday, January 3, 2017
Thursday, August 28, 2014
Fresh start...
The days have shifted. One door coses and another opens. But where does that leave me. I ask my self. It seems the seasons are changing yet again. A new leave to turn over. A new story to write. A new begining. Time to see what else is in this world. So good bye my old home... And hello to the world...
Tuesday, April 15, 2014
Just some random thoughts
Life always holds a lot of questions… Questions we don’t always have the answer to. Or questions that we find others have the answer to.
“To every thing there is a season, and time to every purpose under the heaven:A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;A time to kill, and a time to heal;... a time to break down, and a time to build up;A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace and a time to refrain from
embracing;A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.” – Bible
Yes I know its not often where I go and quote a bible… But today it seemed fitting… I once was told that there is a love for every season… A season for young love, as season for the love of comfort and security, love for romance and passion and lastly the season of love of a lifetime ending. Things change through time… Time changes everything. We don’t necessarily have to give up one to have the other. People come people go. Just because someone you loved is gone doesn’t mean you aren’t allowed to love again. Some people are lucky and have more then one great loves in their life’s… Some only have one. It doesn’t matter. It doesn’t change what we felt for them. It doesn’t change the intensity of that fire or the heat of the passion behind it. Life happens it happens every second we are breathing. Every heart beat we take. We are never as old as we are now and never as young as we were a moment ago. We are in constant change.
“Soul mates are blessed with a grand awakening of souls where they undergo a kind of romantic evolution. They unknowingly help each other heal their past in the process of loving each other. They appreciate each others uniqueness and cherish their divine union for an entire lifetime….”Aarti Khurana
Our souls often long for something or someone else. I believe that there is something invisible that connects us.
“An invisible red thread connects those who are destined to meet, regardless of time, place, or circumstance. The thread may stretch or tangle, but it will never break.”
I believe that no matter what happens in life that the little red string tied around a finger is connected to my other half. Just like i believe that everyone else has that red string of fate. But as I said, I believe also that some may also have more then one person tied to that string. We all have our great love/loves of our lives. That can never be helped. It’s just a matter of if we wish to open our eyes and see it. If we wish to see it. If we don’t close our eyes and turn away from it. It is our unavoidable truth. It is there. the light in the dark. It can be tiny or it can be brutally bright to the point it’s overwhelming. But it’s there. A thief in the night…
Soul mates attract each other like magnets. No matter in which part of the world they are they will meet somewhere, some place and somehow because they are destined to meet. There comes a time when their destiny brings them together and a thousand jigsaw pieces will fall into place. Once they meet they unite in an eternal and timeless bond for an entire lifetime…. Aarti Khurana
But alas, things change. Life has to go on we have to evolve in order to survive.
What I am is how I came out. No one’s perfect and you just have to acept your flaws and learn to love yourself. – Kelly Brook
I think all women go through periods where we hate this about ourselves, we don’t like that. It’s great to get to a place where you dismiss anything you’re worried about. I find flaws attravtive. I find scars attractive. -Angelina Jolie
I don’t see myself as beautiful, because I can see a lot of flaws. People have really off opinions. They tell me I’m skinny, as if that’s supposed to make me happy. – Angelina Jolie
I’m hard on myself, so I’m working on shifting perspective towards self-acceptance, with all my flaws and weaknesses. – Gwyneth Paltrow
Be happy with being you. Love your flaws. Own your quirks. And know that you are just as perfect as anyone else, exactly as you are. – Ariana Grande
We do what we do. We live as we live. We are who we are. And no one can take that away from us but us. No one can tell us we can be our self’s but our self’s. No one can change who we are but us. No one can demand anything from you unless you allow them to. Our lives are like a book. The ending is there, it’s just not for us to know just yet. So it’s up to us to live each day one at a time. Take each breath as a blessing never give up the fight. Even if it seems futile. Never let them see how they can easily hurt you. Cause unfortunately sometimes that gives them power…Power over you. Power over what they can do to you. Tears are good. Tears make us human. Just like pain. Happiness and sorrow come hand and hand, you can’t have one with out the other. You sometimes have to learn how to lie before you learn how to tell the truth. Sometimes you have to learn how to hurt before you can learn how to survive. You can have trust with out betrayal. It’s yin and yan. You can never have one with out the other. Doesn’t mean that they will happen at the same time or be from the same person. It just means that they will happen. Life and death. Somethinghas to end for something to begin and something has to end for something to begin… We can never see where it starts or where it ends. It’s just like a triquetra (or in other terms a Celtic knot).
We all seek truths. But what truths we seek are up to us. Some want the truth of life. Some love. Others any truth will do. But we all are seeking a truth that is only known to us. And eventually we may find those truths in our self’s or in others. We also may never find those truths. But we at lest try and we at lest make the effort to do so. But in the end… We are who we are… We love, we have lose, we are all born to die, we are born to live… Its just up to us on how we choice to do so…
~Vivi (or my typist Raven)
“To every thing there is a season, and time to every purpose under the heaven:A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;A time to kill, and a time to heal;... a time to break down, and a time to build up;A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace and a time to refrain from
embracing;A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.” – Bible
Yes I know its not often where I go and quote a bible… But today it seemed fitting… I once was told that there is a love for every season… A season for young love, as season for the love of comfort and security, love for romance and passion and lastly the season of love of a lifetime ending. Things change through time… Time changes everything. We don’t necessarily have to give up one to have the other. People come people go. Just because someone you loved is gone doesn’t mean you aren’t allowed to love again. Some people are lucky and have more then one great loves in their life’s… Some only have one. It doesn’t matter. It doesn’t change what we felt for them. It doesn’t change the intensity of that fire or the heat of the passion behind it. Life happens it happens every second we are breathing. Every heart beat we take. We are never as old as we are now and never as young as we were a moment ago. We are in constant change.
“Soul mates are blessed with a grand awakening of souls where they undergo a kind of romantic evolution. They unknowingly help each other heal their past in the process of loving each other. They appreciate each others uniqueness and cherish their divine union for an entire lifetime….”Aarti Khurana
Our souls often long for something or someone else. I believe that there is something invisible that connects us.
“An invisible red thread connects those who are destined to meet, regardless of time, place, or circumstance. The thread may stretch or tangle, but it will never break.”
I believe that no matter what happens in life that the little red string tied around a finger is connected to my other half. Just like i believe that everyone else has that red string of fate. But as I said, I believe also that some may also have more then one person tied to that string. We all have our great love/loves of our lives. That can never be helped. It’s just a matter of if we wish to open our eyes and see it. If we wish to see it. If we don’t close our eyes and turn away from it. It is our unavoidable truth. It is there. the light in the dark. It can be tiny or it can be brutally bright to the point it’s overwhelming. But it’s there. A thief in the night…
Soul mates attract each other like magnets. No matter in which part of the world they are they will meet somewhere, some place and somehow because they are destined to meet. There comes a time when their destiny brings them together and a thousand jigsaw pieces will fall into place. Once they meet they unite in an eternal and timeless bond for an entire lifetime…. Aarti Khurana
But alas, things change. Life has to go on we have to evolve in order to survive.
What I am is how I came out. No one’s perfect and you just have to acept your flaws and learn to love yourself. – Kelly Brook
I think all women go through periods where we hate this about ourselves, we don’t like that. It’s great to get to a place where you dismiss anything you’re worried about. I find flaws attravtive. I find scars attractive. -Angelina Jolie
I don’t see myself as beautiful, because I can see a lot of flaws. People have really off opinions. They tell me I’m skinny, as if that’s supposed to make me happy. – Angelina Jolie
I’m hard on myself, so I’m working on shifting perspective towards self-acceptance, with all my flaws and weaknesses. – Gwyneth Paltrow
Be happy with being you. Love your flaws. Own your quirks. And know that you are just as perfect as anyone else, exactly as you are. – Ariana Grande
We do what we do. We live as we live. We are who we are. And no one can take that away from us but us. No one can tell us we can be our self’s but our self’s. No one can change who we are but us. No one can demand anything from you unless you allow them to. Our lives are like a book. The ending is there, it’s just not for us to know just yet. So it’s up to us to live each day one at a time. Take each breath as a blessing never give up the fight. Even if it seems futile. Never let them see how they can easily hurt you. Cause unfortunately sometimes that gives them power…Power over you. Power over what they can do to you. Tears are good. Tears make us human. Just like pain. Happiness and sorrow come hand and hand, you can’t have one with out the other. You sometimes have to learn how to lie before you learn how to tell the truth. Sometimes you have to learn how to hurt before you can learn how to survive. You can have trust with out betrayal. It’s yin and yan. You can never have one with out the other. Doesn’t mean that they will happen at the same time or be from the same person. It just means that they will happen. Life and death. Somethinghas to end for something to begin and something has to end for something to begin… We can never see where it starts or where it ends. It’s just like a triquetra (or in other terms a Celtic knot).
We all seek truths. But what truths we seek are up to us. Some want the truth of life. Some love. Others any truth will do. But we all are seeking a truth that is only known to us. And eventually we may find those truths in our self’s or in others. We also may never find those truths. But we at lest try and we at lest make the effort to do so. But in the end… We are who we are… We love, we have lose, we are all born to die, we are born to live… Its just up to us on how we choice to do so…
~Vivi (or my typist Raven)
Sunday, March 9, 2014
Trust the "unseen"
Vivi sat quietly at her desk pen tapping her lower lip in time with the grandfather clock that stood off to her right. Blank pages laid across the table in front of her waiting patiently for some form of strocks to come across them but at the moment nothing could come to her almost blank mind. Lately her mind felt more cluttered then normal. Almost as though instead of just her normal thoughts and the normal connection she held with her other half and his sibling she felt as though somewhere, somewhere braided deep. Deep in the darkest corner of her mind that something was there. Something she just couldn't place her finger on. And occasionally she felt the urge lately to just skip. Her noes twitched at the very thought, skipping, something she had never done to her knowledge so why would she want to do it now. And from that dark corner she could swear she herd laughing. Sighing she shook her head and set to her daily duties of putting pen to paper. Or so she had planed to till from somewhere to the left and behind her she herd a giggle. Turning sharply hand raised to snap at who ever it be she was greeted with nothing, nothing but the books that lined the walls. Narrowing her eyes she took a deep breath and slammed her pen down on the desk and stood having had enough of her inability to concentrate she moved to leave the room and head to her own bedroom. But as she pasted some of the mirrors on the walls she swore she could see something else in the mirrors other then just her reflection. Stopping at the third she turned to look at it. Her vision blurred for a moment and after blinking a few times she could see what she thought was her self but was clearly not her. This version had her hair up in pig tails the tips died and had makeup on. "Who?" She asked, "you." Was its only answer. Narrowing her eyes at her own reflection she herd the one behind her giggle, "I am you, sweety. And I'm bored. So let us have some tea." Her eyes widen for a moment before her knees gave out and then all went black. She came to moments later her back ageist the wall a warm liquid coming from her forehead slowly crept down her face reaching up with her right hand she whipped at it only to remove her hand and realize it to be blood. Looking around the floor around her were pieces of various sizes and shapes of the poor mirror that had once been whole above her head. And as she looked into the pieces she could see the figure smiling back at her, "Another time, sweets. Another time for tea." Then just as soon as she had seen the figure it vanished, shaking her head she stood and placed her hand on her head to stop the bleeding before making her way to the bathroom, "that's it, no more listing to them. All these years and I'm finally going off my rocker, it's all their fault. I just know it, one of them is up to their tricks again..." After cleaning the cut and bandaging it, along with cleaning up the mess she had made with the mirror she laid down for bed, but just as she closed her eyes she herd the giggle again, "tick tock goes the clock, and then we will be free to have tea. Tick tock goes the clock, and we will be me..."
Friday, March 8, 2013
Dreams of Light...
The
chirping of the birds was the first thing to alert her but what
brought her out of her slight nap was the warmth of the sun on her
face. She rolled over and was greeted by the sight of green grass
that lead up the a stone wall covered with ivy. Moving to sit up her
small bare feet touched the cool ground her small toes curling to
grab the grass. Stretching a moment like a kitten uncurling from a
ball. Her tiny hands reached up for the sun above her, before she
moved to stand. Blinking she looked around her and smiled as she herd
a far off voice calling for her. Giggling she took off running in the
direction of the voice before stopping as she came to a stone wall
maze. Her white dress wrapping around her legs small hands moved to
cup her mouth as she called out, “Momma!!! Momma!!” She stood
there waiting and only moved when she herd the replay, “This way.”
Before she took off once again moving threw the maze with well
practiced ease and knowledge of the area. Coming to the opening for
the middle of the maze she smiled brightly as a child would at the
site of a blond woman standing beside a flowing three tier water
fountain. It wasn't orate in any way it was normal and plain but yet
the woman in white that was standing there made it seem grand.
Running to the woman the little girl threw her arms up wards and
outwards the woman laughed at the little girl but still bent down to
pick up the little girl and spin her around. Once the little girls
feet touched the ground again the woman smiled and lightly mumbled
out, “lets go find your father little one.” But as the little
girl looked up at her mother the sky which was clear and blue
suddenly had dark clouds and lightning filled it and the woman who
was standing there was now missing. The little girl looked around her
as her eyes looked upon everything things were changing. The ivy
vines and grass were now ash the soft ground was now cracking the
walls were crumbling. The flowing water was dried up and the fountain
was spiting and crumpling. Looking down at her feet they were no
longer the size of a child’s but that of an adults the once white
dress she had worn now red. Then as she watched the ground under her
feet disappeared, a scream tore from her lips as she fell into the
blackness.
Viviane
woke with a start chest heaving as she looked around her eyes settled
on the white haired man beside her. Closing her eyes she took a few
deep slow breaths to calm her self before laying back down and
snuggling up to the man she once again closed her eyes and settled
back down to sleep. Once again to dream of the woman in white and her
last day in light...
Monday, December 31, 2012
Love and Hate
Love can be wonderful, passionate, fulfilling, beautiful. Hate is the opposite of love, nasty, vengeful, ugly. But yet one can not really know what it means to truly love until they first know what it means to hate...
She moves quietly and quickly through the house her feet make little to no noise as they touch the floor with each step she takes. She could feel his presence there even if she could not see him and after all the time she had spent away from him, the once comfort she received from it now suffocated her. So she ran from it not really knowing where it is or where she was headed all she knew was that she had to get away from it.
His eyes stocked her as she ran. He growled under his breath as he watched her run from his very presence. Not liking what he was seeing he continued to fallow like he was a cat playing with a mouse.
She ran unforchantly for her into the corner he was trying to back her into, hitting the wall with her back hard she panicked before remembering the one shuriken and one sai that she had hidden under her kimono strapped to her leg for safety measures. Grasping at the folds she tore them apart to grab at the blades pulling them out and holding them in her hands she stood there determent to stand her ground, even if it was a loosing battle she would do her job no matter what the cost.
He stepped forwards into the opening of the small ally way that currently held her captive. He had already drawn the katana and was letting it drag the ground beside him. Its blade shined in the moon light gleaming at her almost tauntingly laughing at her as it soon new it would taste her blood once again. His eyes narrowed at her before he spoke quietly but with a distinct growl that told her he was furious, "Why did it have to be you?" Was all she herd him say before the metal of his katana met the metal of her sai in her right hand.
She shock her head at him, "Who else would they send to go agents you, no one else would do it. So it had to be me. It would be me sooner or later." She mumbled as tears slowly moved down her face, "I did not want to be the one to do this..." Her voice whispered into the wind as they continued to fight. Each managing to wound the other with every other slice till he knocked her sai out of her grip and ran at her.
She could have dodged the incoming hit he knew it, but as the sudden warmth of liquid hit his face he knew she had chosen not to. And that she had let him sip the blade threw her chest but what he had not thought he would fell pain as well as he looked down at his own chest and saw the handle of her shuriken sticking out of his left shoulder. His eyes widen as she slumps forwards his arms grabbing at her yanking the blade from her. And suddenly his hands are pushing her into him as his head falls down to rest on her left shoulder and tears leak out of his eyes, "Why? Why did you not move?"
She looks up at his with blurry eyes her left hand moving to touch his face and with her last breaths she whispers to him, "So that you will live, my love." She then goes limp and he knows she is gone. Picking up his katana he sheaths it before reaching down to pick up her body carrying her bridal style he leaves with her. Moving back into the shadows he leaves. The only trace that they had been there was a blood stained pool in the snow and foot prints.
He stands on the porch looking out at the Sakura trees and the katana that sticks out of the ground. The years have aged him and the once shinny blade now rusted due to the elements. His hands never killed after that night.
She moves quietly and quickly through the house her feet make little to no noise as they touch the floor with each step she takes. She could feel his presence there even if she could not see him and after all the time she had spent away from him, the once comfort she received from it now suffocated her. So she ran from it not really knowing where it is or where she was headed all she knew was that she had to get away from it.
His eyes stocked her as she ran. He growled under his breath as he watched her run from his very presence. Not liking what he was seeing he continued to fallow like he was a cat playing with a mouse.
She ran unforchantly for her into the corner he was trying to back her into, hitting the wall with her back hard she panicked before remembering the one shuriken and one sai that she had hidden under her kimono strapped to her leg for safety measures. Grasping at the folds she tore them apart to grab at the blades pulling them out and holding them in her hands she stood there determent to stand her ground, even if it was a loosing battle she would do her job no matter what the cost.
He stepped forwards into the opening of the small ally way that currently held her captive. He had already drawn the katana and was letting it drag the ground beside him. Its blade shined in the moon light gleaming at her almost tauntingly laughing at her as it soon new it would taste her blood once again. His eyes narrowed at her before he spoke quietly but with a distinct growl that told her he was furious, "Why did it have to be you?" Was all she herd him say before the metal of his katana met the metal of her sai in her right hand.
She shock her head at him, "Who else would they send to go agents you, no one else would do it. So it had to be me. It would be me sooner or later." She mumbled as tears slowly moved down her face, "I did not want to be the one to do this..." Her voice whispered into the wind as they continued to fight. Each managing to wound the other with every other slice till he knocked her sai out of her grip and ran at her.
She could have dodged the incoming hit he knew it, but as the sudden warmth of liquid hit his face he knew she had chosen not to. And that she had let him sip the blade threw her chest but what he had not thought he would fell pain as well as he looked down at his own chest and saw the handle of her shuriken sticking out of his left shoulder. His eyes widen as she slumps forwards his arms grabbing at her yanking the blade from her. And suddenly his hands are pushing her into him as his head falls down to rest on her left shoulder and tears leak out of his eyes, "Why? Why did you not move?"
She looks up at his with blurry eyes her left hand moving to touch his face and with her last breaths she whispers to him, "So that you will live, my love." She then goes limp and he knows she is gone. Picking up his katana he sheaths it before reaching down to pick up her body carrying her bridal style he leaves with her. Moving back into the shadows he leaves. The only trace that they had been there was a blood stained pool in the snow and foot prints.
He stands on the porch looking out at the Sakura trees and the katana that sticks out of the ground. The years have aged him and the once shinny blade now rusted due to the elements. His hands never killed after that night.
Wednesday, November 21, 2012
The Beginning or is it The End
They say that everything has a beginning and an end... But what they don't tell you is which comes first, the beginning or the end. You see the beginning is the origin and the end is where it ceases to exist. But in other aspects one can not have a beginning with out first having an end. So the question now is, is it the beginning or is it the end? Only one can tell the answer to that question, and that one does not yet know its answer...
The cold season had finally ceases its even ending assault on the tinny cabin on the side of the mountain. The woman was also finally fully healed from her injuries and now she would venture out daily to stand under the sakura trees that lined the mountain. And every day when the sun was going down she would come back to the tinny cabin smelling of their smell. But even when she did this the shadow never stopped watching her every movement, even though it never left the confines of the cabin almost as though it was afraid of the sun.
He watched her movements that day as she crouched over a small wooden tub scrubbing at the cloth in her hands trying to get it clean. All his weight seemed to be placed on his right shoulder that currently was propped up by the post beside him on the porch. Letting out a deep sigh he watched her for a few more moments before standing strait again and turning to go back threw the doors into the house. Walking as silently as a mouse he moved to grab his katakana before walking back out the doors and vanishing. Out of her life completely.
She knew the moment he left, but yet she did not stop what she was doing she would not chase him. This was his choose and his alone. They had already had this argument he knew her views on it and she knew his. He knew she saw his act as careless thinking that if he left she would be safer, if they wanted her they would come regardless if he was there or not. She knew it and she knew he knew it as well deep down but yet he was still stubborn and stuck in his ways. Sighing she shock her head and put her focus back on the cloth in her hands.
Day, weeks, months and even years went by before he walked the path back to the small cabin. Opening one of the doors he looked in found it empty. A frown graced his face as he took in coldness in the once warm room he was looking at. He had herd rumors of what had happened but he had held hope that they were not true but looking around now he realized it was all a false hope. She had left and took her place in town as the new lords wife. Sighing he slammed the door shut and took off for town.
She moved threw the streets smiling at the towns people they all seemed happy with her being the new lady. Stopping in her steps at the sight of two little kids tugging on their mothers kimono sleeve while pointing to some sweet rolls she saw the look of pain that crossed their mothers face and walking over quickly she asked the mother if she would not mind taking a few of the rolls off of her hands since she seemed to have bought to many by accident. The mother started to protest but at the protestant look she gave her the woman gave in and accepted the rolls thanking her before giving the kids one each and walking off.
A man moved up behind her and placed his hand on her back lightly turning her head she looked up at him and smiled chuckling at her and shaking his head the started making their way back home.
The shadow watched the seen in silence. He knew this was not the end, he would not let this be the end...
Thursday, September 6, 2012
Trust is a weakness, Betrayal is the hidden blade.
If one is to trust then they must have some sort of faith in another a truth of actions and character, and if one was to be betrayed by someone then there must have been some sort of lose of that trust some where in time...
The shoji sliding door was closed the amado had been put up long ago to keep out the cold and the rain to protect what was inside the small heated home. Hiding in one of the dark corners covered in shadow was a figure that appeared to be sitting on its heals head bent down ward. But other then that one could not tell if it were male of female. Outside the wind blew a harsh bitter cold breeze threw the trees and up the side of the mountain. Even the shadow seemed to shiver from its chill. In the morning the rain would be ice and snow but little of that mattered it had never had any effect on the shadow...
There was a shuffling sound coming from the other corner where there seemed to be bump on the darkened floor. The shadow watched as the bump moved and held its breath till they herd the familiar sound of someone snoring lightly, letting the breath free the shadow watched as it formed a cloud in front of its face. It was cold too cold sighing once again as it looked over at the bump on the floor it stood then forced open the shoji door and crept silently along the small deck to go retrieve more wood.
The moment the shadow left the room the bump on the floor shot up and was no longer covered in shadow. It was a young woman her brown hair was pulled into a long braid that fell down her back she pulled at her sleeping wear she closed it and held it there for a moment as she let her eyes adjust. Her hazel eyes taking in every corner in the small confined room she could smell the all so familiar smell of rain. Lightning flashed and she could see that the door had been slid open looking to the other bed she saw that it hadn't even been touched.
With a sigh she dropped her head and reached out to grab at her cover wrapping it around her shoulders she stood. And proceed to attempt to fallow where the shadow had gone...
She had found the shadow standing out side in the rain tilting her head to the side she let it hit one of the posts. The small thud was enough to ketch his attention and he turned eyeing her for a moment relief flooding in his eyes as they fell upon her. As he turned completely to face her he held a small stack of wood under one arm he watched as her left hand stretched out in an offer. He froze for a moment before looking her in the eyes almost as if questioning her for the action. He watched as she smiled and continued to stair at her, his eyes left hers for a brief moment to look at her right arm which was bandaged and held up in a sling.
She watched as he swallowed thickly and sighed lifting one foot to move towards him. And as son as her foot left the floor he was in front of her taking the extended hand with his free one. Smiling once again she nodded and lead them back to the comfort of the small room...
The shoji sliding door was closed the amado had been put up long ago to keep out the cold and the rain to protect what was inside the small heated home. Hiding in one of the dark corners covered in shadow was a figure that appeared to be sitting on its heals head bent down ward. But other then that one could not tell if it were male of female. Outside the wind blew a harsh bitter cold breeze threw the trees and up the side of the mountain. Even the shadow seemed to shiver from its chill. In the morning the rain would be ice and snow but little of that mattered it had never had any effect on the shadow...
There was a shuffling sound coming from the other corner where there seemed to be bump on the darkened floor. The shadow watched as the bump moved and held its breath till they herd the familiar sound of someone snoring lightly, letting the breath free the shadow watched as it formed a cloud in front of its face. It was cold too cold sighing once again as it looked over at the bump on the floor it stood then forced open the shoji door and crept silently along the small deck to go retrieve more wood.
The moment the shadow left the room the bump on the floor shot up and was no longer covered in shadow. It was a young woman her brown hair was pulled into a long braid that fell down her back she pulled at her sleeping wear she closed it and held it there for a moment as she let her eyes adjust. Her hazel eyes taking in every corner in the small confined room she could smell the all so familiar smell of rain. Lightning flashed and she could see that the door had been slid open looking to the other bed she saw that it hadn't even been touched.
With a sigh she dropped her head and reached out to grab at her cover wrapping it around her shoulders she stood. And proceed to attempt to fallow where the shadow had gone...
She had found the shadow standing out side in the rain tilting her head to the side she let it hit one of the posts. The small thud was enough to ketch his attention and he turned eyeing her for a moment relief flooding in his eyes as they fell upon her. As he turned completely to face her he held a small stack of wood under one arm he watched as her left hand stretched out in an offer. He froze for a moment before looking her in the eyes almost as if questioning her for the action. He watched as she smiled and continued to stair at her, his eyes left hers for a brief moment to look at her right arm which was bandaged and held up in a sling.
She watched as he swallowed thickly and sighed lifting one foot to move towards him. And as son as her foot left the floor he was in front of her taking the extended hand with his free one. Smiling once again she nodded and lead them back to the comfort of the small room...
Tuesday, August 28, 2012
Training with Miza
Vivi found Miza standing there smiling
lightly to her self she'd only admitted to only one other that she
had come to be rather found of the short pink haired angel. “How
are you?” she mumbled as she walked up hearing her usual Mami
Magpie response she set out to train Miza. The first person she'd
trained since she had trained her kids. Though she hadn't realized
that she had actually gone missing for a few days longer then she had
previously entente to be gone but moving past those thoughts she
began asking her newest student if she'd learned how to calm her
temper. Something that comes quite in handy for someone with fire in
their system. But upon questing Miza she found out something she
didn't know. That Miza was afraid of the flames. After a few attempts
at trying to calm her and telling her that yes they can be just as
dangerous as they were helpful she hoped the girl had relaxed and
would soon learn to trust those flames, cause if one could not trust
the power that they them selfs held with in them then that power
would consume them. She had seem more then a few become consumed by
power and it wasn't something she to particularly wanted to see
happen to this girl. After showing her a few motions with her own
hands showing her how to make and brake shields and how to just
simply play with the flames she called it a day. She didn't want to
wear her out nor did she want the girl to get scared of the flames.
She'd save the harder stuff for later. Much much later...
Dream a little Dream of Me
A soft breeze blew in threw her open
window teasing her into a comfortable sleep something that was
unusual for her. Leaning her head back ageist the wall she sighed
letting her eyes drift upwards to stair outside watching the leaves
move before allowing her eyes to close and sleep take her over.
Opening her eyes the first thing she
noticed was that she wasn't were she remembered being that and the
sky was currently above her and not the ceiling to her room. Moving
to sit up she looked around and for as far as she could see there was
grass and flowers of yellows and whites. All was quiet till she heard
a muffled giggle to her left jerking her head in that direction she
looked down to see a woman laying there. “You are dreaming again
dreaming a little dream of me...” Tilting her head to the side
causing her brown hair to fall over her left arm, “It seems so.”
Vivi mumbles as she moves to lay back down, “Or are you hear to
tell me something else?” The only response she obtained from her
companion was another light giggle, “No, this is your dream I have
nothing new for you.”
Muttering a soft, “I see...” she
heard yet another giggle turning her head to the right she glared
lightly at the woman, “What's so funny?” Vivi watched as she
shock her head, and raised one hand in the air waving it, “Nothing,
nothing. You just seem so tense relax, your dreaming again nothing
can harm you here.” A calm silence lingered between the two for a
while as they just laid there side by side watching the clouds. They
stayed there for what seemed hours before Vivi felt her companion
stand she watched as she stood and turned to her stretching her hand
in an offer to help her stand taking it she stood next to her before
felling arms embrace her, “Goodbye for now I have to go and leave
you, but we'll meet here again soon.” Nodding numbly she watched as
the woman moved away, “Oh, by the way I'm more found of those brown
eyes not the one brown one blue...” She heard her say, “Goodbye
Lorelei till next time then...” She mumbled out to the wind before
a swift breeze hit her. Moaning she opened her eyes to find her self
back in her room shaking her head smiling lightly she took a few deep
breath before standing up and closing the window and moved out the
door. A soft breeze fallowed her and if she were to listen close enough she could just barely hear, "Dream a little dream of me..." Being said in a sing song manner.
Thursday, August 23, 2012
Discriptions.... (of chars not really seen in tox)
Lorelei ~ Looks live Vivi minus the fact that she had Blond hair rather then Brown
Eric/ Specter ~ Eric gained his mask and cain after many years on Earth, he has black hair and is rather pale looking.
Leigh ~ Shes short has black hair some times runs around with a green streak in it. She often runs around with a black tail and black ears.
Eric/ Specter ~ Eric gained his mask and cain after many years on Earth, he has black hair and is rather pale looking.
Leigh ~ Shes short has black hair some times runs around with a green streak in it. She often runs around with a black tail and black ears.
Wednesday, June 20, 2012
Wednesday, May 30, 2012
She hummed to her self while in a crouched position on the side of the building her and her comrade were currently perched on. The female to her left had let her hair grow out considerably since Vivi had last saw her. They had been watching him for the last few days they watched his moves as carefully like a hawk would its pray. "Hey, do you think they know?" Vivi herd Leigh whisper to her. Shaking her head fiercely, "Nay, they do not know... I dough they will ever know..." She mumbled her black hair falling partly in front of one blue eye. "Ye know Vi you need to go back to normal, my tail can't take much more of your random fire blasts." She hears Leigh say before yet another said fire ball fires off and hits at the end of Leigh's tail. "Well hell I can't help it you know this! And if you can't take the heat go fuck a light post!" Vivi turned to her growling at Leigh narrowing her eyes lightly. Leigh threw up her hands, "Hey hey its all right I'm not complaining see." Leigh mumbles as she tries to hide the pain she was feeling from the fire ball. Snorting Vivi turned her attention back to the man they were watching. "I think I shall have a closer look..." And with that she lept from the buildings ledge, Leigh's voice fallowing after her, "HEY USE THE DAMN STAIRS!!!!" Vivi's only response was to raise her left hand and give Leigh the middle finger as she walks off fulling intent on dragging the truth from the man she had her sights on...
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Tequila
She sat there with four things in front of her, a slice of lemon, a salt shaker, a shot glass and a bottle of Silver Patron they each were placed on the hard wooden table. She didn't say a word as she pulled the cork out of the bottle as poured her a shot. Setting it down she lifted her wrist and toke a quick lick of the skin there, she then moved to pick out the salt sprinkling some on the wet spot shed just made. Piking up the slice of lemon she bit into it her mouth puckered at the taste but she made no sound of complaint lifting her wrist back to her mouth she licked it then grabbed the drink quickly and downed it. Her eyes winced slightly at the sting of the tequila as it slide down her throat. slamming the glass down on the table she refilled the glass and repeated the process four more times, till she got aggravated enough and just started drinking from the bottle.
She herd him come staggering in, she grinned around the top of the bottle he always played drunk. From where she sat she could hear his grumbling, "Fuck light posts." And when he came into view he had a bottle of cheap Vodka in one hand and the other was up at his mouth as he drank from another bottle. Shaking her head lightly she waited to see what he was planing. He walked over to her table and slammed the now empty bottle down on it and staired at her, "why the fuck are you drinking that shit when you could be drinking the good stuff..." she then sat the bottle down and looked at him, "then hand it over." He shock his head, "Hell no. Last time i gave you the good stuff i spent months listening to my brother complain about the rum being gone." Snorting she replayed, "not my damn fault you mixed the drinks..."
She herd him come staggering in, she grinned around the top of the bottle he always played drunk. From where she sat she could hear his grumbling, "Fuck light posts." And when he came into view he had a bottle of cheap Vodka in one hand and the other was up at his mouth as he drank from another bottle. Shaking her head lightly she waited to see what he was planing. He walked over to her table and slammed the now empty bottle down on it and staired at her, "why the fuck are you drinking that shit when you could be drinking the good stuff..." she then sat the bottle down and looked at him, "then hand it over." He shock his head, "Hell no. Last time i gave you the good stuff i spent months listening to my brother complain about the rum being gone." Snorting she replayed, "not my damn fault you mixed the drinks..."
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
The twins....
Twins run in the family apparently... or so it seemed... but alas, no one knew that at the time... oh well...
Denny and Sin the brother of chaos... They were twins so that should have been the first clue to the family...
It was during one of those wars in history that they discovered that twins ran in the family... Needless to say, poor Vivi...
~~~~~
Vivi had been stuck at the tower for the last four months, would have been longer if it had been up to one Denenthorn Darkstorm. But Vivi wouldn't have it. So they had made an agreement, which as she kicked a pebble with the tip of her swollen foot, she wished she hadn't made. A very very pregnant Vivi slowly made her way around the garden and she knew if she were to be caught a lecturer would insure but at the moment she needed air and Khons was about to get his head set of fire if she herd one more comment on the fact that she needed to be laying down in bed. She was due any day now. She understood their worry she just wished theyd let her be able to breath a little. taking one more step she suddenly froze looking down her eyes widened, "oh damn it..." she mumbled before turning and trying to make it back to the house as fast as she could. she got half way there before a grumpy looking Khons found her but before he could open his mouth to lecture her she put up her hand and said, "its coming!" she watched as his eyes widened he quickly grabbed her and ran in the house all the while yelling for Hild. They got her to a room and layed her down. The second she touched the bed pain shot threw her, a pain that she couldnt mask from her connection. with in a few second there was another person standing in the room. Looking as though he'd just left the battlefield, which technically he had. After hours of pushing yelling and cursing a small cry was herd coming from the room, Hild walked out with a smile on her face, "its a boy." she announced as the two males ran into the room. and there laying across his mother chest was the tiny figure of a baby boy snuggled up in a simple white cloth blanket. but then twenty minutes later Vivi tensed up again, and Hild moved to see what was wrong, as she stood from checking she looked up at the males and made a motion with her hands, "leave..." they left the room then a few moments later Hild came back out with a look on her face of slight shock but before she could say anything this time Denny had pushed past her and entered the room the moment the words left his mothers mouth stating, "its a girl..." from the bed Vivi could hear Khons studded the words, "...tw...twin...twins...." before a loud bang was herd... Looking at the two babies they could clearly make out that the baby boy looked like Denny minus his nose which was his moms, and the little girl looked exactly like her mother. Looking up at Denny she mumbled, "you pick his name... ill pick hers..." She watched him nod. in the end the little boy was named, Michael James Masukami and the little girl in turn was named Lily Sue Masukami...
A few months later when the last member of the family came to visit he had a surprise waiting for him. Sinthorn had only expected to see one baby but to see two... well he was the second to hit the floor after Denny introduced his son and daughter to their dear uncle Sinny cakes...
Denny and Sin the brother of chaos... They were twins so that should have been the first clue to the family...
It was during one of those wars in history that they discovered that twins ran in the family... Needless to say, poor Vivi...
~~~~~
Vivi had been stuck at the tower for the last four months, would have been longer if it had been up to one Denenthorn Darkstorm. But Vivi wouldn't have it. So they had made an agreement, which as she kicked a pebble with the tip of her swollen foot, she wished she hadn't made. A very very pregnant Vivi slowly made her way around the garden and she knew if she were to be caught a lecturer would insure but at the moment she needed air and Khons was about to get his head set of fire if she herd one more comment on the fact that she needed to be laying down in bed. She was due any day now. She understood their worry she just wished theyd let her be able to breath a little. taking one more step she suddenly froze looking down her eyes widened, "oh damn it..." she mumbled before turning and trying to make it back to the house as fast as she could. she got half way there before a grumpy looking Khons found her but before he could open his mouth to lecture her she put up her hand and said, "its coming!" she watched as his eyes widened he quickly grabbed her and ran in the house all the while yelling for Hild. They got her to a room and layed her down. The second she touched the bed pain shot threw her, a pain that she couldnt mask from her connection. with in a few second there was another person standing in the room. Looking as though he'd just left the battlefield, which technically he had. After hours of pushing yelling and cursing a small cry was herd coming from the room, Hild walked out with a smile on her face, "its a boy." she announced as the two males ran into the room. and there laying across his mother chest was the tiny figure of a baby boy snuggled up in a simple white cloth blanket. but then twenty minutes later Vivi tensed up again, and Hild moved to see what was wrong, as she stood from checking she looked up at the males and made a motion with her hands, "leave..." they left the room then a few moments later Hild came back out with a look on her face of slight shock but before she could say anything this time Denny had pushed past her and entered the room the moment the words left his mothers mouth stating, "its a girl..." from the bed Vivi could hear Khons studded the words, "...tw...twin...twins...." before a loud bang was herd... Looking at the two babies they could clearly make out that the baby boy looked like Denny minus his nose which was his moms, and the little girl looked exactly like her mother. Looking up at Denny she mumbled, "you pick his name... ill pick hers..." She watched him nod. in the end the little boy was named, Michael James Masukami and the little girl in turn was named Lily Sue Masukami...
A few months later when the last member of the family came to visit he had a surprise waiting for him. Sinthorn had only expected to see one baby but to see two... well he was the second to hit the floor after Denny introduced his son and daughter to their dear uncle Sinny cakes...
White light pt 2
She awoke the fallowing morning feeling more exhausted then normal. Dressing and walking threw the house to the small kitchen she put on a kettle to make her morning tea. As the water bowled she moved from the kitchen out the fount door to go sit on the porch. Snuggling down in the rocking chair she closed her eyes but kept her ears alert for the sound of the kettle whistling. But instead she was alerted to the sound of a twig snapping a few yards from her. Cracking one eye open she knowtist that it was a younger spitting image of her self that stood there. Opening her eyes and blinking a few times she realized she wasn't dreaming but it was indeed her daughter. Lily. Her brown hair hung loose and moved with the wind each time it was played with, almost as if the wind was running its fingers threw her hair. Her hazel eyes seemed to be burning a hole in her mother as she stood there just looking at Vivi. Dropping her head to one side Vivi raises her left hand and gestured for her to take a seat. Lily shook her head. Sighing Vivi slipped her tongue out to wet her lips before mumbling, "what is it child?" Th voice that replied sounded almost like hers but was a bit stronger then Vivi's quite voice, "you saw her last night didn't you?" nodding her head in reply she could hear Lily sigh before questioning her once again, "what did she have to say?"
Sitting back farther for a breaf moment before hearing the kettle going off she stood made her way into the house taking the kettle out and pouring the water into her cup. She walked once again outside cradling the cup between her hands, looking up at Lily she simply said, "to tell me that I have more then one flame and it has a purpose..." she watched as lilys lips twitched like hers did when she was annoyed, before she grunted like her father would, opening her hands she made a movement with them. "well lets see it mom." shaking her head vivi looked at her daughter, "I don't yet know how to...." Lily seemed to sigh and then move forward to sit beside her mother. "well lets start training you on how to! come on! Get up off your ass mom!" rolling her eyes Vivi smiled at her daughters antics, "fine fine but at lest let me have my tea...then we will do all the training you want..."
Sitting back farther for a breaf moment before hearing the kettle going off she stood made her way into the house taking the kettle out and pouring the water into her cup. She walked once again outside cradling the cup between her hands, looking up at Lily she simply said, "to tell me that I have more then one flame and it has a purpose..." she watched as lilys lips twitched like hers did when she was annoyed, before she grunted like her father would, opening her hands she made a movement with them. "well lets see it mom." shaking her head vivi looked at her daughter, "I don't yet know how to...." Lily seemed to sigh and then move forward to sit beside her mother. "well lets start training you on how to! come on! Get up off your ass mom!" rolling her eyes Vivi smiled at her daughters antics, "fine fine but at lest let me have my tea...then we will do all the training you want..."
Monday, January 16, 2012
White Light pt1
The whispered voice came again calling her again in her sleep. The smooth and light calming voice that used to haunt her had once again returned. But why? What was it this time that had cause the voice to return. “Viviane...” She called gently. “Come... Come find me...” But where, find her where. And then she was there again as the darkness disappeared the stone wall appeared beside her again. But unlike before she not a child this time but an adult. She cold see her bare feet and the tattered edges of the light weight white dress she was wearing. She extend her hands before her and she could make out her pale hands in the dim moon light. It gave her skin an eery blueish silver glow. Everything around her was bathed in either the blueish silver color or black. She moved swiftly down the stone path the coolness of the stones warming with each step she takes. Moving quickly she could here voices talking the closer and closer she got to the voices. The farther and farther she moved into ruins, till she was deep in a garden that looked like it was just barely clinging to life. Ahead of her was the fountain again. And this time instead of just the woman in white with brown hair who usually was just standing there allow was this time with someone else. As she came closer she recognized the others voice as her daughter's voice. Coming even closer her daughter turned to her and smiled before fading from view just as Vivi said a soft, “Lily..” Turning her head she looked at the woman in white who was smiling at her, “Use the light... Use it... It is the key....” She spoke so softly like a whisper of the wind before she vanished once again leaving Vivi alone in the garden. “What light? What key?” She yelled out but the only reply she got was the same words of use the light and that its the key. Darting up from the bed her brown hair a tangled mess she looked to desk where Denny usually worked at when at home and all she could make out was a small desk light that was turned on. Sighing she settled back down and once again closed her eyes but did not dream of the garden again...
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
[18:44] Viviane Masukami (viviane.lurra) looks up, "i see
your still in there Eric"
[18:45] Savannah (savannah.porterfield) nodded once as it
stopped inside the doors. "You thought I would what, leave
it?" his voice was full of scorn as he reguarded Viviane.
[18:47] Viviane Masukami (viviane.lurra) half way shrugs, "i
was hoping willingly.. or for you to have at lest gotten your
ass kicked out of it already."
[18:48] Savannah (savannah.porterfield): /em stepped closer,
shaking it's head. "She's weak. Did you expect anything less
of a creation of your husband?" he asked still staring at
Viviane.
[18:50] Viviane Masukami (viviane.lurra) snorts, "he doesn't
make weaklings, like you do. or have you forgotten about your
little pain whore? im sure your missing her why don't you run
along and return to her you've had your fill."
[18:55] Savannah (savannah.porterfield) shook it's head
again, "You realize this princess, is a pain whore correct?"
his voice was cold as he clenched his fist, flames appearing.
"So many secrets this little one kept from her father. You
know she loved a demon?"
[19:01] Viviane Masukami (viviane.lurra) nods,"does it
really matter..past is the past." she says as blue flames
wrap around her right arm, "you do realize im not going to
let you enjoy your self any longer, as i said earlier you've
had your fill. now get out of her." she states with no change
in her emotions she seemed unusually calm. as the wind around
her blew softly.
[19:04] Savannah (savannah.porterfield) laughed as he
stepped closer, the flame climbing up his arm, as black as
the wings on his back. "Oh does momma bird wanna play?"
Spectre asked, his eyes glowing with anticipation. "See, the
issue is... I LIKE this body." With that, he flicked out his
hand, sending a whiplike tendril of flame toward Vivi's body.
[19:05] Shea Spoonhammer moves up behind Sav reaching out to
dust her wings "gotta lil black on em...need ta wash em ah
think...babes."
[19:09] Savannah (savannah.porterfield) jerked around, the
flames in his hand shooting toward the male angel now. "Do
not touch me!" he hissed, the voices coming from his mouth
echoing in the church, his eyes flashing yellow.
[19:11] Viviane Masukami (viviane.lurra) rolls her eyes as
she side steps the flame, "really Eric..." then yells out,
"your fights with me leave him be!" as she raises her hand
shooting out the blue flame. While in the air it tangles its
self in the wind twisting into a mini flaming tornado as it
flys at Specter
[19:11] Shea Spoonhammer 's wings flail out, and wrap around
him defensively, his face a look of shock before being hidden
behind the silvery white wings which are well beyond his
control. "From inside the wings a slightly muffled voice
echoes out "didn know angels got periods..." in a gruff
surprised tone.
[19:13] Savannah (savannah.porterfield) was glaring at the
male, still concentrating his flame on Shea. "Vivi, darlin,
let the boys..." The flames hit him in the back, knocking him
to the ground. "BITCH!" he grunted as he rolled over and and
swing the flames toward Viviane this time.
[19:15] Viviane Masukami (viviane.lurra) takes a hit on the
arm and leg one eye closing to wince in pain before she
flicks her wrist once again sending another blast at him as
she slowly moves forward, "i told you already you've had your
fill..."
[19:18] Shea Spoonhammer feels the burn, his wings quickly
matching the temperature as they start to ignite. His wings
unfolding and spreading, the flame in his eyes growing
brighter. "Maybe ya took one too many o those testosterone
pills....hun" the hun portion ending in a obviously annoyed
tone he's never used with Sav.
[19:21] Savannah (savannah.porterfield) stood up, turning
his back on Shea. "Shut it." he barked at the male, as he
focused now on Vivi. As the second blast hit, he stumbled
backwards, growling, the sound almost feral. "Oh... I do like
when you play rough Viviane." He dropped his hands, forming a
pool of black flames, at his feet before then flicked his
hands toward Vivi sending the pool at her feet, his chest
smoking from her hit.
[19:24] Shea Spoonhammer frowns watching Savs actions. "Yer
in a bad mood...guessin this is a bad time ta discuss who ah
should pay off ta be ma best man?" his tone dark and
sarcasstic. "Not sure what yer problem is, but ah made the
law long time ago...no Righteous shall strike another in
anger..."
[19:25] Viviane Masukami (viviane.lurra) eyes the pool for a
second before flames surround her, from inside the flames one
could hear a simple snap of the fingers before the flames
would shoot out in all directions. "id suggest getting back
that aint sav in there...." she mumbles towards shea. as she
steps even closer to specter
[19:28] Savannah (savannah.porterfield) stepped back,
shaking his head. "Okay, boy wonder here is annoying the piss
out of me." he hisses then seeing her snap her fingers tries
to jump over the flame, and tackle her from the air, aiming
to pin her to the floor.
[19:28] Shea Spoonhammer licks his lips slightly "ah'm
pretty sure ah should be upset if anyone sides me is inside
Sav..."
[19:33] Viviane Masukami (viviane.lurra) gets knocked downt
her unwounded arm and leg getting pinned down her free hand
covering the bondage as it attempts to burn the bondage her
eyes stay locked on specter as flames swipe past her to
fallow his every move.
[19:35] Savannah (savannah.porterfield) jumps off her,
shaking his flaming hand as he glares at her. "Oh, ya'lls
daughter is going to pay for that one..." he muttered as he
twisted his wrist, forming a dagger. "Stop the flames." he
ordered, placing the blade between Sav's breasts, and
applying slight pressure, growling as the flames burned the
feathers from his wings.
[19:36] Shea Spoonhammer sighs mumbling, looking back to his
wings as they seem to get only hotter. "They don normally do
that with you...seems they don like the new Savvy...an
frankly hun, yer startin ta piss me off...get off Vivs, Ah
sorta like er as a person...er what have you." the words
sound tight as they come from behind clenched grinding teeth.
[19:42] Viviane Masukami (viviane.lurra) shakes her head,
"eric eric eric in all seriousness that would be a serious
miscalculation on your part." she mumbles as she drops the
flames for a moment just long enough to wait to see if he
drops the dagger her eyes not showing any sign of her up and
coming plan.
[19:44] Savannah (savannah.porterfield) smiled behind his
mask. "Vivi, vivi, vivi, didn't your husband teach you
better?" With that he rammed the dagger into his gut,
laughing as he coughed up blood, the blood trickling out from
under the mask. "Can't kill the host but I can sure as HELL
fuck her up!"
[19:45] Shea Spoonhammer sighs "Well...if yer not Sav,
pparently ya kept er mindset o fergettin...Sav's an
angel...that means immortal r-tard...can't die...embodiement
of all that is...its bad enough ah hav ta remind Sav...let
alone other guys inside er." he growls now obviously quite
past pissed.
[19:48] Viviane Masukami (viviane.lurra) grinds "oh he did
teach me rather well..." she reply as she pulls a dagger out
from under her dress as she throws it up at specters mask. as
it flys threw the air the flames shoot back up as they
intertwine around the dagger. lighting shoots down from above
in an attempt to keep specter in his place as the dagger
would hopefully hit its target causing the mask to shatter.
[19:53] Savannah (savannah.porterfield) thrashed as the
lightning pinned him in place, a growl erupting from his
chest as the dagger flew toward his face. "THIS AIN'T OVER!"
he barked out, a blast of black smoke appearing as the dagger
hit the mask, shattering it into pieces. Smoke curled around
Sav's body before she crumpled to the ground, a cold laugh
echoing for a moment before the church fell silent.
[19:56] Viviane Masukami (viviane.lurra) gurnts as she drops
the flames, "i do believe it is eric... i told you youd had
your fill..." she then glances over at Sav's body before
looking up at Shea, "take care of her... ive gotta have a few
words with me husband..." she mumbles before she stands as
she limps away muttering in annoyance that the bloody bastard
just keeps playing his damned games
[19:57] Shea Spoonhammer looks down sighing "Gah...Sav...not
only are ya possessed, but yer possesed by a cliche bad
guy..." his wings unbeknownst to Shea, fold and flicker to
floating embers from the silvery white wings. "Much ta Sav's
dismay, ah don think there's room fer two guys in there...so
ya gots ta go." Rearing back his fist clenched as he prepares
to thrust his fist down at the crumpled Sav.
your still in there Eric"
[18:45] Savannah (savannah.porterfield) nodded once as it
stopped inside the doors. "You thought I would what, leave
it?" his voice was full of scorn as he reguarded Viviane.
[18:47] Viviane Masukami (viviane.lurra) half way shrugs, "i
was hoping willingly.. or for you to have at lest gotten your
ass kicked out of it already."
[18:48] Savannah (savannah.porterfield): /em stepped closer,
shaking it's head. "She's weak. Did you expect anything less
of a creation of your husband?" he asked still staring at
Viviane.
[18:50] Viviane Masukami (viviane.lurra) snorts, "he doesn't
make weaklings, like you do. or have you forgotten about your
little pain whore? im sure your missing her why don't you run
along and return to her you've had your fill."
[18:55] Savannah (savannah.porterfield) shook it's head
again, "You realize this princess, is a pain whore correct?"
his voice was cold as he clenched his fist, flames appearing.
"So many secrets this little one kept from her father. You
know she loved a demon?"
[19:01] Viviane Masukami (viviane.lurra) nods,"does it
really matter..past is the past." she says as blue flames
wrap around her right arm, "you do realize im not going to
let you enjoy your self any longer, as i said earlier you've
had your fill. now get out of her." she states with no change
in her emotions she seemed unusually calm. as the wind around
her blew softly.
[19:04] Savannah (savannah.porterfield) laughed as he
stepped closer, the flame climbing up his arm, as black as
the wings on his back. "Oh does momma bird wanna play?"
Spectre asked, his eyes glowing with anticipation. "See, the
issue is... I LIKE this body." With that, he flicked out his
hand, sending a whiplike tendril of flame toward Vivi's body.
[19:05] Shea Spoonhammer moves up behind Sav reaching out to
dust her wings "gotta lil black on em...need ta wash em ah
think...babes."
[19:09] Savannah (savannah.porterfield) jerked around, the
flames in his hand shooting toward the male angel now. "Do
not touch me!" he hissed, the voices coming from his mouth
echoing in the church, his eyes flashing yellow.
[19:11] Viviane Masukami (viviane.lurra) rolls her eyes as
she side steps the flame, "really Eric..." then yells out,
"your fights with me leave him be!" as she raises her hand
shooting out the blue flame. While in the air it tangles its
self in the wind twisting into a mini flaming tornado as it
flys at Specter
[19:11] Shea Spoonhammer 's wings flail out, and wrap around
him defensively, his face a look of shock before being hidden
behind the silvery white wings which are well beyond his
control. "From inside the wings a slightly muffled voice
echoes out "didn know angels got periods..." in a gruff
surprised tone.
[19:13] Savannah (savannah.porterfield) was glaring at the
male, still concentrating his flame on Shea. "Vivi, darlin,
let the boys..." The flames hit him in the back, knocking him
to the ground. "BITCH!" he grunted as he rolled over and and
swing the flames toward Viviane this time.
[19:15] Viviane Masukami (viviane.lurra) takes a hit on the
arm and leg one eye closing to wince in pain before she
flicks her wrist once again sending another blast at him as
she slowly moves forward, "i told you already you've had your
fill..."
[19:18] Shea Spoonhammer feels the burn, his wings quickly
matching the temperature as they start to ignite. His wings
unfolding and spreading, the flame in his eyes growing
brighter. "Maybe ya took one too many o those testosterone
pills....hun" the hun portion ending in a obviously annoyed
tone he's never used with Sav.
[19:21] Savannah (savannah.porterfield) stood up, turning
his back on Shea. "Shut it." he barked at the male, as he
focused now on Vivi. As the second blast hit, he stumbled
backwards, growling, the sound almost feral. "Oh... I do like
when you play rough Viviane." He dropped his hands, forming a
pool of black flames, at his feet before then flicked his
hands toward Vivi sending the pool at her feet, his chest
smoking from her hit.
[19:24] Shea Spoonhammer frowns watching Savs actions. "Yer
in a bad mood...guessin this is a bad time ta discuss who ah
should pay off ta be ma best man?" his tone dark and
sarcasstic. "Not sure what yer problem is, but ah made the
law long time ago...no Righteous shall strike another in
anger..."
[19:25] Viviane Masukami (viviane.lurra) eyes the pool for a
second before flames surround her, from inside the flames one
could hear a simple snap of the fingers before the flames
would shoot out in all directions. "id suggest getting back
that aint sav in there...." she mumbles towards shea. as she
steps even closer to specter
[19:28] Savannah (savannah.porterfield) stepped back,
shaking his head. "Okay, boy wonder here is annoying the piss
out of me." he hisses then seeing her snap her fingers tries
to jump over the flame, and tackle her from the air, aiming
to pin her to the floor.
[19:28] Shea Spoonhammer licks his lips slightly "ah'm
pretty sure ah should be upset if anyone sides me is inside
Sav..."
[19:33] Viviane Masukami (viviane.lurra) gets knocked downt
her unwounded arm and leg getting pinned down her free hand
covering the bondage as it attempts to burn the bondage her
eyes stay locked on specter as flames swipe past her to
fallow his every move.
[19:35] Savannah (savannah.porterfield) jumps off her,
shaking his flaming hand as he glares at her. "Oh, ya'lls
daughter is going to pay for that one..." he muttered as he
twisted his wrist, forming a dagger. "Stop the flames." he
ordered, placing the blade between Sav's breasts, and
applying slight pressure, growling as the flames burned the
feathers from his wings.
[19:36] Shea Spoonhammer sighs mumbling, looking back to his
wings as they seem to get only hotter. "They don normally do
that with you...seems they don like the new Savvy...an
frankly hun, yer startin ta piss me off...get off Vivs, Ah
sorta like er as a person...er what have you." the words
sound tight as they come from behind clenched grinding teeth.
[19:42] Viviane Masukami (viviane.lurra) shakes her head,
"eric eric eric in all seriousness that would be a serious
miscalculation on your part." she mumbles as she drops the
flames for a moment just long enough to wait to see if he
drops the dagger her eyes not showing any sign of her up and
coming plan.
[19:44] Savannah (savannah.porterfield) smiled behind his
mask. "Vivi, vivi, vivi, didn't your husband teach you
better?" With that he rammed the dagger into his gut,
laughing as he coughed up blood, the blood trickling out from
under the mask. "Can't kill the host but I can sure as HELL
fuck her up!"
[19:45] Shea Spoonhammer sighs "Well...if yer not Sav,
pparently ya kept er mindset o fergettin...Sav's an
angel...that means immortal r-tard...can't die...embodiement
of all that is...its bad enough ah hav ta remind Sav...let
alone other guys inside er." he growls now obviously quite
past pissed.
[19:48] Viviane Masukami (viviane.lurra) grinds "oh he did
teach me rather well..." she reply as she pulls a dagger out
from under her dress as she throws it up at specters mask. as
it flys threw the air the flames shoot back up as they
intertwine around the dagger. lighting shoots down from above
in an attempt to keep specter in his place as the dagger
would hopefully hit its target causing the mask to shatter.
[19:53] Savannah (savannah.porterfield) thrashed as the
lightning pinned him in place, a growl erupting from his
chest as the dagger flew toward his face. "THIS AIN'T OVER!"
he barked out, a blast of black smoke appearing as the dagger
hit the mask, shattering it into pieces. Smoke curled around
Sav's body before she crumpled to the ground, a cold laugh
echoing for a moment before the church fell silent.
[19:56] Viviane Masukami (viviane.lurra) gurnts as she drops
the flames, "i do believe it is eric... i told you youd had
your fill..." she then glances over at Sav's body before
looking up at Shea, "take care of her... ive gotta have a few
words with me husband..." she mumbles before she stands as
she limps away muttering in annoyance that the bloody bastard
just keeps playing his damned games
[19:57] Shea Spoonhammer looks down sighing "Gah...Sav...not
only are ya possessed, but yer possesed by a cliche bad
guy..." his wings unbeknownst to Shea, fold and flicker to
floating embers from the silvery white wings. "Much ta Sav's
dismay, ah don think there's room fer two guys in there...so
ya gots ta go." Rearing back his fist clenched as he prepares
to thrust his fist down at the crumpled Sav.
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