She opened the small dairy. Life’s past, present and future secrets lie in the small book she held in her hands, well her secrets. She was a mother, a lover, a friend… things that she remembers things that she has forgotten. Looking up from her position on the floor letting her eyes linger at all the pictures of the once she loved and cared for. Sighing she let her right hand glide across the cover of the cold wood that served as a cover for her thoughts. There had been many friends she had lost through out the years, and tonight as the flames flicker and dance around her, she once again would relive those memories. And when the morning comes she hoped she would know where she’s to go now. Could they still see the heart of her? The latest man who thought he could charm her turned into a controlling man and that would not do. She wouldn’t go there, not ever again. She smiled lightly as her eyes landed on the picture of her two children. Though one was adopted she still loved her as her own. Looking down she opened the book, ‘yes tomorrow I shall know, for them.’

a little fyi

yes i wrote the poems... some years ago some not so long ago...


so they are mine..^_^ lol

poem 4 (i see the darkness)

I see the darkness coming
It’s not so far off now
I wonder where it will take me?
To the light
Or to the dark?

The clock strikes
And I see him approach
But I’m to scared to move
Or at lest that’s what I think it is,
He moves gracefully.

Almost as if there is nothing under his feet
I cast a quick glance to the side
Just to be sure its me he’s looking at
And I find I’m alone,
Well except for him.

The moons light shines through the window
Lighting up what would have been hidden
All except for him
His is the dark,
And I the light.

We need each other but yet,
We are separated by those facts
I run to him, as he once again
Hides me in his darkness from the world,
So I made my choice.

It will be both,
Light and dark.

I will hid in his darkness
But I will give him my light
There we will be able to meet
Where no one will find us

poem 3 (one heart beat)

One heart beat
One last breath
The last tear to fall
As the night swallows
The day.

And darkness once
Again takes over
Seeping into unwilling
Victims minds and
Hearts.

But it dose not
Touch mine tonight
For tonight
I am in the arms
Of love.

And there the darkness
Can not reach or
Find me.

I open my eyes
To once again
Look at the dark angel
Who saved me yet
Again.

poem 2 (to the little girl)

May all your hopes, dreams, and wants come true,
May life offer you its fullest,
May you grow wise, and learn form others,
May you always meet life with a smile, even if it is a bad day,
May love be easy and last forever for you,
May you never have to carry more then you can,
May you stay strong in your faith,
May you always remember those who love you,
May you not be sad at there leaving but be happy for they are still with you,
May you remember that doors will always close but they will also open too,
May you know that what is lost is never truly lost till it is forgotten,
May happiness always surround you,
May you remember that you are loved for who you are…

poem 1

the words are gone
frozen in time
gone are the days and nights.

now im left
dancing with the devil
tonight.

all the lies,
all the scares
all the tears.

ill dance with
the devil tonight
i wont be afraid.

im not scared
there's nothing to fear
leaving my eyes open.

i dance with the devil
tonight.

dance with the devil

Here I stand,
helpless and left for dead.
Close your eyes.
So many days go by.
Easy to find whats wrong.
Harder to find whats right.

I believe in you.
I can show you that I can see right through,
all your empty lies. I wont stay long
in this world so wrong.

Say goodbye,
as we dance with the devil tonight.
Don't you dare look at him in the eye.
As we dance with the devil tonight.

Trembling.
Caught in across my skin.
feeding your cold,
dead eyes.
Stealing the life of mine.

I believe in you.
I can show you that I can see right through,
all your empty lies. I wont last long
in this world so wrong.

Say goodbye,
as we dance with the devil tonight.
Don't you dare look at him in the eye.
As we dance with the devil tonight.

Hold on.
Hold on.

Say goodbye,
as we dance with the devil tonight.
Don't you dare look at him in the eye.
As we dance with the devil tonight.

Hold on.
Hold on.