Sunday, September 7, 2008

poem 2 (to the little girl)

May all your hopes, dreams, and wants come true,
May life offer you its fullest,
May you grow wise, and learn form others,
May you always meet life with a smile, even if it is a bad day,
May love be easy and last forever for you,
May you never have to carry more then you can,
May you stay strong in your faith,
May you always remember those who love you,
May you not be sad at there leaving but be happy for they are still with you,
May you remember that doors will always close but they will also open too,
May you know that what is lost is never truly lost till it is forgotten,
May happiness always surround you,
May you remember that you are loved for who you are…

Saturday, September 6, 2008

poem 1

the words are gone
frozen in time
gone are the days and nights.

now im left
dancing with the devil
tonight.

all the lies,
all the scares
all the tears.

ill dance with
the devil tonight
i wont be afraid.

im not scared
there's nothing to fear
leaving my eyes open.

i dance with the devil
tonight.

dance with the devil

Here I stand,
helpless and left for dead.
Close your eyes.
So many days go by.
Easy to find whats wrong.
Harder to find whats right.

I believe in you.
I can show you that I can see right through,
all your empty lies. I wont stay long
in this world so wrong.

Say goodbye,
as we dance with the devil tonight.
Don't you dare look at him in the eye.
As we dance with the devil tonight.

Trembling.
Caught in across my skin.
feeding your cold,
dead eyes.
Stealing the life of mine.

I believe in you.
I can show you that I can see right through,
all your empty lies. I wont last long
in this world so wrong.

Say goodbye,
as we dance with the devil tonight.
Don't you dare look at him in the eye.
As we dance with the devil tonight.

Hold on.
Hold on.

Say goodbye,
as we dance with the devil tonight.
Don't you dare look at him in the eye.
As we dance with the devil tonight.

Hold on.
Hold on.

Thursday, August 14, 2008

His ring

People sometimes or rather most of the time seemed to misunderstand her. Or at lest that’s how she often felt. She sighed looking at her self in the fogged up window, the gold chain lightly hit her chest as it was now free from being constricted to her chest, the sparkle in the mirror caused her hand on instinct to reach up and grab the small ring that hung on the chain. Looking down at it she smiled lightly at the memories that it brought to her mind. He had thought she had given it away when in fact the one she had given away was a smaller copy she had maid of the actual ring he had given her, she made a copy so that shed never lose the original ring, that and in her line of work shed never get blood on it. Her claddagh ring that he’d given her was still cool to the touch in her small hand. She sighed letting it go, moving her hands around to the back of her neck she unclasped the chain taking the ring off the chain she looked at the ring and whispered, “ I guess its time I should wear you again, hu?” gaining no response except for the slow dripping of water off of the faucet in to the already filled tube. She slide the ring back in to its position on her left hand, looking at her self one more time she turned and went to settle her self in to her bath.

Friday, July 18, 2008

She sighed, he always used the smell of roses to tell her that he knew she was there. she loved roses. they were simple and buetiful and some yes were dangerious and could hurt you but only if you didnt know how to handle one properly. the dark red velvet ones were her faviort, they always looked so velvet to the touch. but she also liked calli lilys, they were even more simple and delicute. she smile, yes it was sweet and made her heart skip a beat like a young girls just knowing he remebered that little fact. she loved him, that she knew....

Friday, July 11, 2008

new home

Viviane walked around her new home. Slightly surprised at the fact that she was now there. Sackia laid curled up in a ball on top of the fire place. Rubbing her hand gently over the cats fur the cat looked up and meowed softly then laid its head back down. She smiled. Turning her attention back to the rest of the house she looked around before heading to her office to do some last minute work before she headed off to bed.

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

stand my ground

Stand my ground~ within temptation

I can see
When you stay low nothing happens
Does it feel right ?
Late at night
Things I thought I put behind me
Haunt my mind
I just know there's no escape now
Once it sets its eyes on you
But I won't run, have to stare it in the eye
Stand my ground, I wont give in
No more denying, I've got to face it
Won't close my eyes and hide the truth inside
If I dont make it, someone else will
Stand my ground
It's all around
Getting stronger, coming closer
Into my world
I can feel that it's time for me to face it
Can I take it?
Though this might just be the ending
Of the life I held so dear
But I won't run, there's no turning back from here
Stand my ground, I wont give in
No more denying, I've got to face it
Won't close my eyes and hide the truth inside
If I dont make it, someone else will
Stand my ground
All I know for sure is I'm trying
I will always stand my ground
Stand my ground,
I wont give in I wont give up
No more denying, I'v got to face it
Won't close my eyes and hide the truth inside
If I dont make it, someone else will
Stand my ground, I wont give in
No more denying, I've got to face it
Won't close my eyes and hide the truth inside
If I dont make it, someone else will
Stand my ground