Wednesday, December 17, 2008

occ... sorry i need to rant!

Sorry but this is a total occ rant that i sorta need to do...
Ok for those who don't know whats going on in my rl life... here's a brief summery... My parents who have been married 28 years are getting a divorce....
*clears thought*
its completely selfish to a. take off with your child's car all cause you think that your husband is in town... b. drive all the way to a different stat just to see if he is, i hate to use the word but fucking another woman. c. it is your problem your still married to her and you knew what shit you were starting when you married her, so don't try to put it all on your child. d. i have a lot more people that give more of a damn about me then you realize so if you don't come to mine and Justin's wedding well then fuck you and i don't need you in my life Ive been fine with out you for 10 years. oh e. oh and just cause you paid for college doesn't give you the right to decide that you will be there to walk me down the aisle cause you deserve it. the only way anyone has the right to do so is to be someone who loves me and someone who would appreciate the right. f. just cause you have a new woman doesn't mean that i have to say good bye and be nice and not talk about my mom in front of her. so what if it makes her uncomfortable, shes not my mom and wont ever be my mom. g. just cause your fucking my father doesn't give you the right to tell me how to live my life. h. QUIT LINING TO ME!!!! i. I'm beginning to hate you both just for your unnecessary stress and shit that you both pull...


*Sigh*
no by all means that's not all that i have on my mind but that just sorta toke some of the pressure off...
If anyone would wish to comment please do... and as Justin and one of my ex teachers used to say.... any rude comment, obscene jesters, hand movement, comments, questions?

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

=( *Huggles mami Magpie* So sorry you had to go through all that, oh well its the past now. heh.